although its not directly my problem, but…

my mum have been telling me tis and that, but wad can i do?

there is nothing i can do abt it.

that is his hse, he can do wadever he wants, 外婆 not ard anymore, we lost the pillar to rely on.

my aunts cant solve the problem, come ask my mum, my mum cant solve the problem, come ask me.

WHO CAN I ASK? hello?

who can i complain to? who can i talk to? =.=

i have always put my family matters behind, not to get it with my frens.

i try to present the best out of me infront of frens.

lame jokes la, tis la, that la, anything that make them smile and laugh.

but when comes to myself …

i rmb sister told me tis before “ u always treat ppl ard u way better den treating urself, u should change it.”

well, maybe i should? but i noe i cant, cuz thats my personality.

frens > myself.

and right now, i am really confused and duno wad to do.

wont be typing much here. i’ll juz slowly tink wad i shld do, and shld not do.

i guess tis will be my last few posts here, will change a new blog URL or wad ba.

or even stop blogging anymore.