from my hse to pasir ris via 969 bus, ard 40mins

from EXPO take mrt all the way to Jurong, waited for 2nd train before boarding, and heads off to admiratly, abt 1hr 30mins.

and on both journey, i have thght damn lots of things.

i wont go in details now, cuz i am simply tired.

but i juz wana say 1 thing, my cowardness is starting to overwhelm again.

although i really hate that, but i got no choice.

i spent abt half an hr to decide whether to msn somebody and when i finally wanted to, it says “whoever whatever blablabla appears to be offline”

wow =.=

*speechless*

i juz feel that there is this barrier in between us.

anyway, today’s NATAS at EXPO is totally a failure =.=

the “Welcome To Taiwan” booth is so small la, when they invited Jolin to come over to promote.

they should know with Jolin ard, the crowd will confirm be in crazy status, an yet, the venue is so small. zzz

i will post some pics tmr after i came back from outside.

the whole thing ends at abt 5, and i actually wanted to try to ask someone out for dinner maybe at bedok, but tink again, confirm will get reject, so forget it.

alright, thats it, bye.

although its not directly my problem, but…

my mum have been telling me tis and that, but wad can i do?

there is nothing i can do abt it.

that is his hse, he can do wadever he wants, 外婆 not ard anymore, we lost the pillar to rely on.

my aunts cant solve the problem, come ask my mum, my mum cant solve the problem, come ask me.

WHO CAN I ASK? hello?

who can i complain to? who can i talk to? =.=

i have always put my family matters behind, not to get it with my frens.

i try to present the best out of me infront of frens.

lame jokes la, tis la, that la, anything that make them smile and laugh.

but when comes to myself …

i rmb sister told me tis before “ u always treat ppl ard u way better den treating urself, u should change it.”

well, maybe i should? but i noe i cant, cuz thats my personality.

frens > myself.

and right now, i am really confused and duno wad to do.

wont be typing much here. i’ll juz slowly tink wad i shld do, and shld not do.

i guess tis will be my last few posts here, will change a new blog URL or wad ba.

or even stop blogging anymore.

weeeeee~

ytd after ut, me, kenneth, eugene, jj and kit went over william’s place for MJ.

at 1st we nv plan to overnite one. but once play. ai ya, TON LA TON LA! lol.

since we got more den 4 players, i kup with william, eugene kup with jj. kit and kenneth solo.

sian la, lose again. zzzz. but nvm, FUN FUN! hahaha.

at abt 2+am, went to duno where eat supper, prata. not that bad la.

and yea, over here, i really wan to thx and apologise to my sister!

sister! i noe ur 好意 la, but seriously, dun nid one la! waste money only. haha. juz come for the event can liao, since we nv meet up for quite sometime le =))

and i really really warn u hoh, dun get it on that day if u are coming k. i will 翻脸 =p

duno why, i actually doesnt feel that excited towards this holidays like any others before.

feel abit of… sian =.=

those ppl that i will be asking or asked to attend for the event, hope all will go la.

but cant expect much la i understand. lol.

oh well, time to get prepared, going out ltr for dinner with jun, teh and joel huang.

bye~

last yr, most of my frens received it and were discussing when to go together.

i finally received it this yr, but, who to go with? well well.

ok time to slp, tmr network infra UT. to hell with it. zzzz

well anyway, no ppl is reading, so i guess its nvm. even if i close down also no ppl will noe. LOL.

15wks of sch, finally finish. woots. and i zhao for the last 2 lessons la! both also thx to Eugene sia. lol.

Monday, zhao Internet Server Technology during 2nd break.

Tuesday, zhao Network InfraStructure during 2nd break.

and, i gt C for monday lesson la. i nv submit rj somemore. hahahaha! nice!

and Ut 2 for IST, i got B ! weeee~ at least 0.5 better den UT1. haha.

alright, tmr start of UT3, marketing 1st. ai ya, JUST BRING IT. LOL! say until so confident. ltr fail i cui =.=

thu, fri, sat and next tue. 4 days of UTs. good luck all!

and our w66b clique chalet have confirmed. 21st, 22nd, 23rd and 24th Sept. yes, 4D3N at aloha Sea View Terrace. hahaha!

well, we will have some other ppl coming for tis chalet as well, not only w66b clique.

and for my own chalet, i asked wanyan for help, now waiting see her relative can help anot. if can, it will be 18th 19th 20th sept.

w64b small chalet + my bthday bbq. i asked most of w64b ppl, and dey are fine with me asking my frens to come for bbq nite. so yeah!

18th, 19th, 20th, 21st, 22nd, 23rd, 24th. WOW. chalet marathon. LOL!

k la, i nid to continue to study for my UT.

bye~!

*psst. good luck for tmr Marketing UT ah. u can do it one =))

well, actually, juz wana type some rubbish here b4 going to bed.

for the whole of today, i only ate 2 pieces of bread and a cup of Milo! and its at abt 9.30pm.

my only meal of the day sia! hahaha.

no choice. no food at home to eat ah. lol.

and when dere is finally instant noodles, i am so lazy to cook. so yea. hahaha.

i am not as hardworking as someone who will still go cook noodles to eat when hungry during midnight. lol.

tis 2 days is so boring for me can. rot at home only. zzz

today was supposed to go out and meet JinChou and CherSung. well, i hven seen dem ever since dey went tekong.

but in de end, canceled. so yea =.=

and tonight, i got so bored until i decided to carry on watching Bleach anime. which i stopped that time.

watch until forget time sia! thght u will online, in de end dun have. hahaha.

alright, going bed now. my stomach is asking for food for past hrs, but like i said, lazy to cook la!

so will juz slp my way thrgh.

monday, supposed to go ECP with year2 sem1 clique. see i can wake up anot la hoh =x

k, bye!

finally. me and my team presented our FYP on wed. 5pm sharp. everything went on very smoothly and the whole session only last abt half an hr. nice!

well, thx for ur good luck sms. i thght i wont be receiving it sia. haha.

shldnt have problem passing this FYP. hahaha.

skipped school on thursday, cuz fever has not really recovered actually. so stayed at home and rest.

well, i only left with 1 last lesson with u liao wor. duno will u be attending anot. haha.

well, dun say u. I might also got chance of skipping, but most probably is wont la.

my theory “ attend all the last lesson for each modules “

went sch today. LATE AGAIN. omg la.

9.30 taxi stand no cab already. and dere is ppl queuing =.=

faint sia. reached sch at 10.10am like that. wa laooooo.

after lesson met up with Kit, William, Kenneth, Kenny, Eugene, YY, BoonSiong, Joellew and went to library.

slacked until 6pm and we walk to CWP for our sakae dinner buffet.

had quite alot of fun inside la. disturbed William and one of the waitress.

and seriously, I tink the waitress is afraid of us. dun dare to come serve us anymore. LOL!

but ok leh, we only disturbed twice den stop le. cuz ppl working ma. cant always di siao siao. hahaha.

took abit of photos la. but lazy upload to PC. next time next time.

well, tmr i was supposed to have a DotA match. BUT THX TO WILLIAM, who got work all of a sudden, we had to delay the match.

also gd la, i scared kena thrash by them. LOL! give me abit more time to train la, my fever juz recover only. somemore during my fever time, i did not play lor! hahaa.

so now, my wkends are basically FREE. anyone who got no programs too? hahaha. =.=

hmmm, tis few days, i have actually been tinking of shld I open a chalet during my bthday. LOL!

well, it lies during my holiday yea. so, actually ok one.

but if i were to open, i will be calling lots of ppl sia.

- Joel Huang, WeiJun, Ahtehx ( current best clique + DotA team )

- Jin Chou, RuiZhen, CherSung, WanYan, WeiTing, PeiJun, Ivan Lim, ErnLeng, HongKeng, ErnPeu, GekTing ( sec sch clique )

- Pang Boon, Justin ( *bROz* )

- YingZheng, Junda, JianLun, Daniel ( sec sch frens )

- Jon Chua, Esther, Am, Joellew, Naresh, KC, Boon Siong, YenSing, Hannie, Bobson, Kathy ( Poly clique 1 )

- Kit, William, Kenneth, Eugene, JJ, Kenny, Shun ( Poly Clique 2 )

- sister huimin ( my sister! )

- Benjamin Kwok ( G.H.P.)

- YiYing, QianQi, ShunHui, Billy, WeiXin, Leo. ( Year 3 closer frens )

- Gwen, YuHeng, Peishan, ZhaoYong, Jiali ( GenieFC )

- Clarence, ZhenXiong, ShuJuan, Kenneth, HuiLing, Charlene, KaiXuan ( JolinSFC )

wa wa wa wa, like alot ppl ah. as if all will come. LOL! duno la. still got 1 mth + more. still can slowly decide and plan out.

if call all of dem, i will have a hard time entertaining all ppl also. ppl like sister and year 3 frens i confirm have to entertain them myself.

dey simply duno de rest of ppl. lol.

ai ya duno la. or i juz dun call so many ppl. hahaha.

ok, stop typing. i nid to go bath now. lol.

cya~

when i wanted LOA, u dun come.

when i am at the time when i really dun wan LOA, u came.

WTH MAN?

i dun wana stay at home alone damn it. i need to get out to school and join my clique.

crap with them, laugh with them.

i cant get sick now and affect my DotA skills. i got an important match on sat.

this coming wed is my fyp presentation, I AM NOT GOING TO DELAY IT!

get it over and done with. i am not getting a LOA and delay my FYP presentation.

tis morning is the most WTH. i went out at 9.45am. waited for cab for 25mins. reach sch at abt 10.15am.

zzzz. i might as well just take MRT rite. reach abt same time, and save my cab fare.

my whole body is aching, my mind is really in a dizzy status, and i am totally not feeling well.

if i can, i wont pon tmr. i wan go school, go class. 14th wk already.

go for lesson, go for frens.

oh well, at least theres something i can be happy of.

my 2 cliques are slowly combining into 1. it will be much easier for me in future den. hahahaha

let the pics do the talking. a pic = 1000 words. hahaha.

met at orchard mrt at abt 3pm. well, was suppose to meet 1pm. in the end all late. hahaha. so yea.

after much discussion on where to eat. we finally decided on…

we were actually charged at normal adult price and eat until 6pm. wad we wanted was student price, but can only eat unil 4pm. and when we were at seoul garden, it is already 3+. so no choice, take the normal adult price, which cost abt 23dollars per person.

while paying, joellew took out 10 dollars from him wallet and say “ i only have like tis leh, u all help me pay 1st can “

then the counter lady say “ ok la, i charge u all student, eat until 5pm, each person is 15 bucks “

WA! we were like “ OK! “ and we start to have our feast. lol

after Seoul Garden, we went to cineleisure for KPool~

after abt 2 hrs of pool, went to Heeren to randomly walk abt.

and. LOL! this pic is super. HAHAHA!

walk back to Orchard ION after Heeren, and we decided to shop finish the while Orchard ION.

took some pics b4 entering Orchard ION.

inside ION.

thats abt it! and we went home after that. lol

thursday, marketing lesson is ok, lucky some ppl nv come, no nid see some ppl face and team wif some ppl. phew.

and i changed team 2 times la =.=

1st time, faci ask me to swap wif yiying, i go over her grp, she come mine.

WA! sian lor! when faci ask yiying to come my grp, i thght gt chance to team wif her again, in de end is swap me away. =.= #%&@!(*&^

LOL! den after 1st break, faci ask me to change team again, and join the 2 men team, peihao and ammy.

ok la. change to their team also gd, i sit down, ask dem do until where le, dey tell me dey complete this this this and that that that.

so basically, i no need do much. hahaha! =x

lesson ends at abt 3.45pm. and i only went down at like, 4.15 to 4.20pm! lol.

wait for some ppl la! her fren so slow, wait so long =x  jkjk. hahaha.

in de end i make my clique wait for me at koufu. lol. paiseh ah!

well, was supposed to play bball after sch one, but wed nite, kenneth tell me no one play, ask me cancel.

but billy already jio-ed ppl and playing with his frens, so i can only say sry to him but ask him carry on wif his frens without us.

in the end, when i met until them on thu, they tell me they feel like playing suddenly. =.=

so we all wear sandals, jeans, 3/4 pants, slippers, whatever and head on to basketball court and find Billy and frens.

and damn it seriously. i actually subbed Eugene out awhile to play. in the end not on court for even 10mins, i ask Eugene sub me back =.=

shyt my right knee la. not even 10 mins, the injury act up again. wa laoooo. =.=

is totally sian one can. so bo bian, sit down for the most of the time. zzzZZZZ

played until 8+pm and went home. most of them have blisters around their feets area.

we went to bball court with no injuries, and leave the bball court with lots of injuries. LOL!

its wkends again finally. but i doesnt have any plans for this wkends. =.=

well, go thrgh my fyp codes ba. presenting on wed. hahaha.

jun, tehx and joel might be coming over tmr to really discuss on some issues and matters. which well, we really need to settle le.

since we got an so called “ official game “ on next sat. so yea.

its 3+am now, u are sleepy, but still not slping =.=

k la. duno wad to type already~

bye!

* add on at 4am

i juz mastered the technique of “ simply stare at monitor and do nth “

since i cant brought up any topics, i can only stare at screen waiting for u to talk or go offline.

and i juz did it! for the past hr =.=

ok, tink i really gtg now. my eyes are starting to hurts again.