it had become a part of my daily life routine i realised.

and duno since when, it had become a rule for, at least myself.

ok, juz a short post b4 i go slp.

ytd, which is monday, during our 1st break at E1.

we saw a person who is hot sia!

was wearing hotpants, and de legs are thin and long. nice.

but when that person turned ard.

ZOMGWTFBBQ. ITS A GUY!

A GUY WEARING A COMPLETE FEMALE OUTFIT.

we were like shocked on the spot while having our brunch.

lol. and that person is a student of RP.

i seriously wonder how can he survive until now –.-

oorite, i shld REALLY go slp now –.-

and oh, i 1 shot sing de following songs NON-STOP sia, mad!

说好的幸福呢 - 周杰伦

枫 - 周杰伦

第二顺位 - 罗志祥 ( pk wif ahtehx. LOL )

为你写首歌 - 罗志祥

我不会唱歌 - 罗志祥

搞笑 - 罗志祥

分开以后 - 唐禹哲 

wooots~ lol.

of cuz, not all sad songs la, still got other songs sang b4 and after tis.

best one 死了都要爱 - 信乐团. HAHAHA!

wad shld i do?

wad shld i do?

wad shld i do?

juz carry on like per normal?

or wad?

i duno

i duno

i duno!

u tell me?

am i angry at u? or juz angry at myself?

tis is a joke.

u dun even noe i am toking abt u.

juz wad is tis post abt?

i duno. really DUNO.

DotA isnt a gd cure at all.

even when DotA-ing, i’m still tinking abt it.

FML la.

dun say tok in class, even ppt i oso nv do. ahhh. it sucks. zzZZZ. all i noe is, “I AM TIRED. SIAN LA!'”

well nvm, ok and ya, sorry to u ah, like i said, was supposed to be doing toking but in the end nv. lol. nvm, still got 1 last lesson b4 change of grp, and at that time, confirm is SIANNNNNN to the max –.-

ok, stop toking abt de bad day. wed i went for my FTT. and…… and…… and……

I PASSED!! wif 1st attempt! w00ts! =))

and Gwen passed her BTT ytd wif 1st attempt too! grates yeah! now go for ur practical! hahaha.

ok, its going to be pictures time!

ok, during march 29th, i posted an image, stating my inbox hit 3k unread messages.

and now, 18th june, it hit :

4687!! LOL!

and oh, ytd morning b4 i go to sch, i online awhile, and saw tis rare scene :

in my WRSS frens grp, i  got 0 out of 139 online. i dun tink i have ever seen tis b4. LOL.

on last sat, i actually went out wif some JolinSFC peeps. well, warnerSG actually called us for helped. cuz dey have a event wif Derrick Ho and Guo Mei Mei, and dey are worried de crowd will be small, so dey asked us for help. to be present at de area, and make it like alot ppl –.-

in de end, its a coca-cola event and dey r shooting their MV live. well, pray hard my face doesnt go into de MV –.-

and yeah, since dey were giving out free coke, we juz take it! why not? since we r going kbox ltr. HAHAHA.

de amount of coke i smuggled into kbox. lol.

so went kbox and sing, well, i didnt sing much though. hahaha!

oh oh, got quite a no. of xiao zhu new songs already ! now got 第二顺位，为你写首歌，de 2 songs which i hv been waiting ! hahaha.

in kbox oso can slp, SALUTE TO MAX! lol.

and oh, who the hell will drink tis milo dinosaur sia. wif peas, crackers, lemons inside.

well, kenneth drank it. LOL.

so after that, i went back woodlands 1st, met MK for dinner and met RQ and we went to wrss for NPCC campfire nite~ weeeee

i miss tis whiteboard seriously.

tis door, tis room, yes. the NPCC room.

*permission to enter SIR!*

the clock at command post!

sad thing, indoor campfire due to wet weather. nvm! its fun as well. lol.

the current CIs, and WCIs ! alot right? during my batch, we only hv 4, or less den 4 la!

dey r all my juniors! well, beside de 3rd guy counting from right, he is my senior! Sir Lee Jun Jie! now a teacher-to-be already. juz see how long he served WRSS NPCC. starting from de 4th batch NCO to now, de 10th!

see ! 5th Batch NCO ! hahaha. ok, i admit is i write one. LOL!

well, going back again to WRSS NPCC is fun, even though its only a campfire nite.

but again, regrets and sadness came back to me again……

why?

well. no ppl noe oso. so i will write it out.

i actually wanted to go for de CI ( Cadet Inspector ) course during sec 4. but, in order to go for de December batch course, minimum require is to PASS de prelim examination b4 O lvl.

and guess wad, i almost scored FULL MARKS during prelim. go wad CI course sia –.-

den nvm, can go for next June batch course, requirement, pass O lvl, at least enter a polytechnic.

guess wad again, I can only go ITE wif my result –.-

totally WTF!

i did went back to find Mdn Chong and tok to her, she said she will help me and ask abt it. but in de end, FAIL –.-

dere goes my hope of becoming a CI. hais. Best Achievement I got, Best Unit Cadet for my batch. thats all. sadded.

i really feel such a let down sia.

People who came back as CIs/WCIs :

3rd Batch : Jun Jie

4th Batch : Kee Yong

5th Batch : *empty*

6th Batch : Sili, Jia Tian

7th Batch : Kok Siang, Zhen Kang, Xiao Ying, Zhi Xiang

8th Batch : cant rmb de name.

see! only my batch got no representative. and it shld be me. but……

hais. now wan go back oso cant le la.

wads my greatest regret? shld be tis ba.

ok. tink its time for me to stop.

and its 12.37am now, and u… r… not…

ok nvm.

bye!

wow, its 15th June already. well, another few of my frens juz went into tekong on their journey becoming REAL MEN. LOL!

well well. 15th June. haha. it had already been abt 8 mths since..

ya some of my close frens  and some who like to come in and not tag de tagboard will noe wad happened. lol

time fly past really fast eh.

still rmb de days when me, Joel, ahtehx and jun will meet at 1 of de void decks ard WRSS to drink, eat and tok. those were de “drinking” season.

especially when ahtehx juz came back from Japan, and he bought quite a no. of alcohol back. beside that, beer, beer and beer. i didnt drink that much though. (Joel was de one that gulp down can after can due to some personal reasons. LOL)

those were de days when I am really down. and i mean D-O-W-N.

oso went to Paul-laner wif JC, RZ and CS. DRINK again. lol.

i even rmb sms-ing ahtan! she even called and ask am i ok and stuffs. haha.

well. thx alot sister! =))

well tis 8 mths, i had thought of alot of things and stuffs.

and now, i will tell tis to 2 of my buddies who had “similar problems” (psst, u 2 noe who u are, EMO 3 + 1. LOL)

I.HAD.FREAKING.MOVED.FORWARD =))

well. i shld actually said tis quite sometime ago. but nvm.

actually i dun wana mentioned anything abt it anymore or stuffs but sometimes ah, de attitude ppl gave ah. is seriously W-T-F.

its like come on la. seriously.

“Huh? he got say anything wrong mehx?” <---- i will freaking hell rmb tis sms for as long as i could. and i meant it.

let me give u a gentle reminder, next time sms, plz LOOK CAREFULLY at who u are sending to b4 u send it =))

blablabla. nvm. de other 2 of dem are entering NS sooner or ltr, and after dey go in, i dun tink i will contact wif u all oso. no point =))

thats all i gona say and 1 last sentence,

dun wry yo. i will disappear from ur sight as much as possible.

睁开眼去体会
深深的烙印在心田
抬头望着天空
彷佛也飘荡着悸动

回忆在从前
从前只是不完美的恋
过往在哭 曾经在笑
感动只是一种情绪的反覆
眼泪在昨天
昨天永远只是一个缺
如果只是如果 我会期待
大声说出来
我想要的爱

学着抛开 学会释怀
所有的决定我都明白
爱 应该是要勇敢去追
就不后悔 只要我不后退
真爱将会变的 更美
回忆在从前
相信未来是完美的恋
我不会哭 继续微笑
选择把对你的爱寄向远方
决定说再见
今天将会是最后一天
过去不是永远 明天醒来
最初的期待
我最真的爱

i juz changed my blog song! 对你的爱 by Genie 卓文萱!

1 of my fav. songs from her! enjoy =))

and oh! Lakers has won their 4th NBA Finals game, and now they lead 3 – 1!

1 more victory, and they will be the 2009 NBA CHAMPIONS! weee~

juz went to send el off to pasir ris tis morning. well, i stop at pasir ris and came back home. his mum and jes acc him all de way to tekong.

met EL and ivan at 8.30am and had breakfast at mac since SOMEONE rejected to have breakfast wif me at de east side. HAIS! *LOL =x*

ok, next time next time~! i see when will have de “next time” =p

k so after breakfast, we went up el place, he do a final check and off we go to pasir ris wif his mum, while ivan go home, cuz he is too tired, and got work tonite.

we cabbed down to pasir ris, and den went into the NTUC to shop ard while waiting for jes.

after abt 15mins, jes reached, and off we go to the shuttle bus area. its their turn and dey went up de bus, and i go home! haha.

dun wana join in tis family thing ah =x let his mum and gf acc him dere. wahaha.

and oh, i was too bored in de cab and i sms someone again, and that was at abt 10.35am. well, i only received de reply at abt 4.32pm stating that someone actually silent off the hp and so didnt realised my sms. =.=

hahaha, well nvm, its nt like i nv wait for a reply for abt 10hrs+, and only receive it de next day. hahaha! =x

well, its fri already and school reopening, sian can! lol. UT UT UT. blablabla, and i seriously nid revision~! i hv already returned wadever i had learnt to all my facis. hahaha. sch reopen sure die =.=

kk EL, these are ur pics when ur hair are still around! hahaha. ok, u wont be able to see tis now oso =.=

well, nth to update le, bye~!

P.S. : cya in 2 wks time BOTAK LENG!! LOL =x

reply @ tags :

@yiying : lol. ohhh. so now u learn a new word! muz thx me ah. HAHA! =x

@ahnong : zzzZZZ EL, blaa, nvm, u wont be able to see tis oso! might as well dun reply =p

juz came back from a super full dinner wif EL, his gf jes, ivan and hk. oh well, tis shld be really de final big dinner wif EL b4 he enter tekong on thu! which is simply tmr, cuz its 1.36am, wed now. hahaha!

oh well, seriously, not only jes, i tink i will oso 舍不得. my so long de buddy leh! since sec 1 until now. haiss.

lets tok abt ytd nite ( tue ) dinner 1st. lol. met up wif EL, jes and hk at admiratly mrt at abt 6pm, and go dwn to orchard and find Ivan. head to taka seoul garden straight and start our dinner!

oh well, we were supposed to go Holland Village for the Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao steamboat buffet wif FREE FLOW OF XIAO LONG BAO. YES! FREE FLOW OF XIAO LONG BAO!!!! but juz now at abt 2+pm i called dem, dey said tables are fully book. –.- wth. so bo bian change of plan lor!

food food food! lol. i noe de pics are not really nicely taken, paiseh la, i not professional photographer, although wana be 1. hahaha.

near to the end of our main course, ivan actually made some, scramble egg wif prawns and beef. LOL.

                                                                                                                                                                          dere u go, his scrambled egg wif, beef i tink. lol

and soon after that, its dessert time. lol.

                                                                                                                                                            ivan’s super dessert. LOL. ice-cream + honeydew + hard rock ice. lol

after dessert, we left taka and head down to paragon to find wanni. lol. den awhile ltr, we head to ivan’s working place to chill out. its actually a bar, but i cant rmb de name. LOL.

our drinks. LOL. i forgot all the names though. only noe only hk one is a non-alcoholic drink, which is de last pic above. hahaha.

and oh, ivan ordered a plate of gyoza! wif staff price if nt wrong. hahaha.

                                                                                                                                                                         couple pic 1

                                                                                                                                                                        couple pic 2

and after finishing our drinks, all of us went home~ and on the train….

deres no space to sit, and ivan jus sit on the floor straight and slp! lol. 20 years old liao leh!! hahaha.

k la, ending my post here.well, i am trying on tis windows life writer though. duno can work anot. pray hard ah! haha

final pic b4 going off !

                                                                                                                                                                                All the best EL! gd luck in tekong =))

reply @ tags :

@ yiying : hahah! isnt brunch shld be an international language le? especially in rp. lol.